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        <![CDATA[ Erm... first of all, apart from  the obvious &#39;boo&#39;    I think I should kind of apologize for not posting for so long. Especially after my last post
about knees burnt and stuff...

There&#39;s no real explanation, apart from  not feeling too comfortable anymore. I only post in my own threads and hardly in anyone else&#39;s.  I&#39;m
having some difficulty dealing with that.


But anyway, I&#39;m OK    I didn&#39;t need a surgery for my knee so that was good. It&#39;s healed quite... ]]>
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			<title><![CDATA[ Re: Faith in myself  ]]></title>
			<link>http://scaredeatingdisorders.yuku.com/reply/14185/t/Faith-in-myself.html#reply-14185</link>
			<description><![CDATA[ Great news R!!!!!!!!! <img src="http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/smile.gif"> We never know what a day will bring and that&#39;s a good thing! <img src="http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/smile.gif"> I suspect you do a wicked job at the pharmacey, which is why they
asked you to work another day! ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Thu, 12 Nov 2009 17:19:36 GMT</pubDate>
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			<description><![CDATA[ Now,some positive news from the Rainbowfront <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v325/jamilejf/th.gif">
<br>
<br>
1) I don&#39;t have to take English exams, which saves me a bit of study <img src="http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/smile.gif">
<br>
2) I&#39;m going to work an extra day at the pharmacy asap! It&#39;s going to be Wednesdays, so I&#39;ll be working Mondays, Wednesdays and Thursdays. I only
have to arrange this with my volunteerwork, as I&#39;m working there on... ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Thu, 12 Nov 2009 09:58:59 GMT</pubDate>
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			<title><![CDATA[ Re: Faith in myself  ]]></title>
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			<description><![CDATA[ Ah, I see what you mean Guru <img src="http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/smile.gif">   Then I suppose I have to agree with you <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v325/jamilejf/th.gif">
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Thanks for your post <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v621/zebrasparkle/f2.gif">
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@Mys: <span style="font-weight: bold;">there are meds to help control arrhythmias, so hopefully this is what they will do for you,
<br></span>Actually, meds for extrasystoles aren&#39;t... ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Wed, 11 Nov 2009 06:23:46 GMT</pubDate>
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			<title><![CDATA[ Re: Faith in myself  ]]></title>
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			<description><![CDATA[ it&#39;s frustrating when a dr. doesn&#39;t take you seriously! but i&#39;m glad she saw the evidence, which speaks for itself! my hubby has A-Fib, and when he
was hospitalized in sept. they had quite a time finding a med to conrol the arrhythmia, but ultimately they did.. and so far, so good! <img height="15" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v621/zebrasparkle/crossfinger.gif" width="21" alt="image">  my point is...there are meds to help control arrhythmias, so
hopefully this is what... ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Tue, 10 Nov 2009 19:13:13 GMT</pubDate>
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			<title><![CDATA[ Re: Faith in myself  ]]></title>
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			<description><![CDATA[ I&#39;m not sure I can comment on your physical condition, because I can&#39;t really assess the seriousness of or level of discomfort associated with your
various ailments, so my comment is really to do with your attitude. I think you sound *good* and positive way more these days, and the *downs* are shorter and
less frequent. Even when you are *down* you sound objective about it and you don&#39;t wallow in self-pity. Also you sound very responsible about your cat and
she does not get to you... ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Tue, 10 Nov 2009 16:40:23 GMT</pubDate>
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			<description><![CDATA[ How do you see improvement in my condition guru? I just can&#39;t agree with you, though I wish I could. I know I work and study. But physically it&#39;s worse
than ever. (since the thyroiditis) And at this point I&#39;m not sure if it&#39;s depression causing this, if this is causing depression or both.
<br>
I really would like to say: yes, I know you&#39;re right, but I can&#39;t see it. <img src="http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/ohwell.gif">
<br>
<br>
<img... ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Tue, 10 Nov 2009 04:01:10 GMT</pubDate>
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			<description><![CDATA[ A zillion <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v325/jamilejf/pi_bighug.gif">
<br>
<br>
I know the feeling of exhaustion and not wanting/being able to get out of bed. It is so depressing. I hope it passes soon R and you are feeling better again.
Overall I can see a lot of improvement in your condition, but I guess there will still be &quot;low&quot; periods. Sometimes you just have to wait it out. We
will wait it out with you right here. <img... ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Mon, 09 Nov 2009 08:39:45 GMT</pubDate>
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			<description><![CDATA[ Well, my potassium was OK. Higher than it used to be, which feels odd, considering my diet, but well.... GP was probably right.
<br>
<br>
My weekend was... not so nice. I&#39;m still not feeling well, didn&#39;t go to work second time in a row. I can only sleep, sleep,sleep. I&#39;m so tired and
exhausted. Maybe because of my stomach the past few days, I don&#39;t know. I just hope this will be better soon.
<br>
Only for Plukkie I got out of bed today, as she needed to get hear ears treated... ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Mon, 09 Nov 2009 07:11:09 GMT</pubDate>
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			<description><![CDATA[ At least you have some answers and are conting to get things checked out Rainbow! I hope you&#39;re doing OK!
<br>
<br>
Happy weekend!
<br>
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<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v325/jamilejf/pi_bighug.gif"> ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Fri, 06 Nov 2009 13:31:00 GMT</pubDate>
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			<description><![CDATA[ Hehe....
<br>
<br>
I told my GP about my holter-results. I told her that the cardiologist said it was pretty much OK, but that I had seen my file. That in a period of about 12
hours I had about 6500 extra heartbeats. She sounded a little shocked, nearly. First it was silent. Then she said: &quot;66...húndred?!?&quot; Erm. Yeah. So,
now you know, I&#39;m NOT lying.
<br>
Of course, &quot;well just wait for the other tests then&quot;. That wasn&#39;t my point, but well. At least I got her a bit... ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ So, I got my holter EKG back.
<br>
Doc told me: well you have extrasystoles. Yes, I know... &quot;that&#39;s normal. You don&#39;t have them worryingly often. NOrmal; people have them 500 times
a day, but don&#39;t feel them&quot;.
<br>
It surprised me, I was sure it wasmuch more than that. Doc did tell me: I want to do an EKG when you&#39;re doing exercise to see if they come up more
often/worse.&quot;
<br>
oh oh.... that&#39;s 10 minutes of somethingI&#39;m hardly able to do for one... ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Wed, 04 Nov 2009 02:32:18 GMT</pubDate>
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			<description><![CDATA[ I&#39;m really not so much bothered by the taste, but the result <img src="http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/ohwell.gif">
<br>
There&#39;s no masking there I suppose <img src="http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/wink.gif">  But well, that&#39;s for later.
<br>
<br>
Plukkie&#39;s teeth have healed up well.  But  (sigh) now she has earproblems.  I noticed by her scratching that something was bothering her, and when I saw
the vet today he gave her eardrops (goody...). If I don&#39;t... ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Tue, 03 Nov 2009 12:12:15 GMT</pubDate>
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			<description><![CDATA[ I agree. <img src="http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/smile.gif">
<br>
<br>
i take two liters of kleen prep reguarly, because i have severe bowel trouble. my gastro doctor told me to mix it with diet grape kool-aide to mask the taste.
it helps. check with the hospital. maybe they will let you mix it with something.
<br>
<br>
i hope things are still up! ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Fri, 30 Oct 2009 11:20:37 GMT</pubDate>
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			<description><![CDATA[ Good to hear R! <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v325/jamilejf/hugs.gif">
<br>
<br>
You deserve a break. ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Thu, 29 Oct 2009 21:04:21 GMT</pubDate>
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			<description><![CDATA[ Actually, I got a compliment from the pharmacist today as well. I told her I passed my exams and she asked me if I could bring my degrees to see the progress I
make in that area. She told me they only saw their part, but didn&#39;t really see the studying-part. She added that they were content about me,which was
already nice to hear.
<br>
What she said next though, was even nicer: she had been there when I broke into tears a few weeks ago. Now she told me I made quite &#39;a comeback after... ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Thu, 29 Oct 2009 10:27:57 GMT</pubDate>
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			<description><![CDATA[ <strong>I know that stress also doesn&#39;t make things any better, I didn&#39;t mean to say that it has nothing to do with it. I was a little short in time
yesterdaymorning
<br>
<br></strong> No worries R. <img height="20" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v325/jamilejf/th.gif" width="20" alt="image">
<br>
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i think it&#39;s smart to explain to your co-workers that your moodness is a result of not feeling well. At least this way they know not to take it personal.
Good thinking! Way... ]]></description>

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			<pubDate>Wed, 28 Oct 2009 15:39:38 GMT</pubDate>
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			<description><![CDATA[ My parents dog was put to sleep indeed <img src="http://www.ezboard.com/images/emoticons/frown.gif"> It was sad, but it was best for her, as she was very sick.
<br>
<br>
I got my degree back from my exam of last month: I passed, which I expected and as well as I kind of thought. Two more to go(or three, depending on what
happens with English)!
<br>
I also got mail back from the hospital. They went along with my request, which means that I&#39;ll be admitted for the preparations.
<br>
They... ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ oh and I&#39;m sorry, but I laughed at your phrase &quot;hardass laxatives&quot; ! ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ Aw, sorry to hear about the dog... that is so sad.
<br>
<br>
But good news about your work. I agree, it is good to tell people why you do things or act a certain way, otherwise they will just imagine something else that
is probably not true (and maybe worse).
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And I was happy to hear that Plukkie is doing better! <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v621/zebrasparkle/f7.gif"> ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ Yikes... Dec.9 is my bowel and stomach-exam...
<br>
I actually asked to be admitted for the preparation (by mail,they will get back to that). I&#39;m already slightly panicking about this day.
<br>
Two &#39;hardass&#39; laxatives (bisacodyl) to start with two days prior to the exam and then the Klean Prep the day before and the day I have the exam(total
of 4litres).
<br>
<br>
The past few weeks I&#39;ve started to react to laxatives (by which I mean fibresupplements from my GP) badly. I... ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ Erm... first of all, apart from  the obvious &#39;boo&#39; <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v325/jamilejf/th.gif">   I think I should kind of apologize for not posting for so long. Especially after my last post
about knees burnt and stuff...
<br>
There&#39;s no real explanation, apart from  not feeling too comfortable anymore. I only post in my own threads and hardly in anyone else&#39;s.  I&#39;m
having some difficulty dealing with that.
<br>
<br>
But anyway, I&#39;m OK <img... ]]></description>

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