Wow!
it seems like forever since I've been on this board. My treatment for Anorexia seems like it was so long ago, but I still think about it every day.
I went to Barnes & Noble yesterday and I started looking at books on eating disorders and I felt so many things at once. I was sad that i went through that, I was sad so many people were going through it everyday, but I couldn't help but remember how proud I felt when I dropped weight, pound by pound. I wish I still could sometimes, but I'm glad and safe to say that on most days I am happy with my appearance. My hair is getting long and I have a healthy color. I feel pretty for once in a very long time.
In less than 4 months it will be 3 years since I used to come to post here every day. It seems like less. But a lot has happened since then.
I don't run anymore. I quit after a lot of drama happened with the team, as well as with my health (nothing to do with Anorexia), and I don't plan on running anytime soon.
I also came out of the closet as a bisexual (but this is not a forum on sexuality, so, who cares?)
I've gone through breakups and hookups, that although made me feel shitty when they were over, they were beautiful when they happened.
I'm glad to see that there are still people here that come and ask for help.
I hope all of you have a great ending to your 2006.
With love,
Soraya
it seems like forever since I've been on this board. My treatment for Anorexia seems like it was so long ago, but I still think about it every day.
I went to Barnes & Noble yesterday and I started looking at books on eating disorders and I felt so many things at once. I was sad that i went through that, I was sad so many people were going through it everyday, but I couldn't help but remember how proud I felt when I dropped weight, pound by pound. I wish I still could sometimes, but I'm glad and safe to say that on most days I am happy with my appearance. My hair is getting long and I have a healthy color. I feel pretty for once in a very long time.
In less than 4 months it will be 3 years since I used to come to post here every day. It seems like less. But a lot has happened since then.
I don't run anymore. I quit after a lot of drama happened with the team, as well as with my health (nothing to do with Anorexia), and I don't plan on running anytime soon.
I also came out of the closet as a bisexual (but this is not a forum on sexuality, so, who cares?)
I've gone through breakups and hookups, that although made me feel shitty when they were over, they were beautiful when they happened.
I'm glad to see that there are still people here that come and ask for help.
I hope all of you have a great ending to your 2006.
With love,
Soraya
Talking about things help a lot...
Just the other day you were talking about high school stuff !! Englisg literature sounds fun. I took a couple of English literature back in
college (in the States).
