i cant i cant do this hes going to leave me he says he isnt but he will im not a fool. hes angry and hes n ever hes gunna leave and then ill be all alone just
like always i dont wanna but hes gunna leave he hates me now i know it he says he loves me he says its ok but its not. its not ok. i deserve death for all ive
put him through he shouldnt want me he cant he cant still still want me i a devil a deamon. i only hurt people i only hurt him i dont bring joy i only hurt him
i only hurt him. i just want to go to sleep and never wake up just let me go away far away let me go away he can be happy then he wontr have to cry wanymore or
be scared he can be happy once im gone i should go. i told him to leave and never come bac but he would so i should leave i need to leave i canty put him
through this anymore he deserves so much better so much better than me. he deserves the best not the worst not me. im so sorry i ever came into his life im so
sorry i wish i never had come into his life ive ruined his life destroyed it destroyed it destroyed it destroyed it. he doesnt need me he doesnt need me im
no use here i have to go i have to go. i just i cant i cant do this i cant do this im not strong i cant do this i just cant. i dont want to hurt him anymore.
how could i do this to him how can i say i love him more than anything and then do this to him im a horrible person im awful hell never be happy with me and he
wont leave me i have to leave him. i have to let him go. ii cant keep hurting him like this. i cant survive i cant be happy and i cant make him happy.i have to
go bye bye forever and ever and ever
i dont want to i cant i dont i..i idont i dont know what what to do i just i just know i i dont want to to hurt him anymore i want his happiness which means me have to leave
i dont want to i cant i dont i..i idont i dont know what what to do i just i just know i i dont want to to hurt him anymore i want his happiness which means me have to leave
i am a
BUTTERFLY!!!!!!!
